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i am going to regret rawdogging this shit instead of just powering through making the javascript work so deeply. but Fuck It We Ball.

i've felt somewhat constrained by the trappings of social media for years now. i went online at a very early age and while i've gotten a lot of good from it, it's so fucking stupidddd LMFAOOO!!!! i hate that in order to garner customers to support myself financially, i basically have to act like a brand. i can't be both authentic and A Marketable Artist at the same time. and i know this because when i advertised commissions on my personal tumblr, some dickshit went onto my post to tell people not to give me money because of my PERSONAL FUCKING INTERACTION BOUNDARIES. fuck you too buddy!

it's becoming immediately apparent as i write this that i have a lot of hatred for social media, actually. i appreciate my supportive bluesky audience, but i do feel pressured to present myself in certain ways in order to not alienate my audience of academics and science enthusiasts. i get that scientists are also people like you and me, and not some Class of people above us, but you know what i mean. look at this blog post! i get three seconds worth of freedom to say whatever the fuck i want, and i immediately let loose and start ranting about bullshit that would make people wince on my nice bluesky. FUCK!!!

i'm hoping that keeping this personal site and blog will help me with Being Not Insane online. oh my god. PEACE ✌🏽